Why I never post about Mexico

This blog is supposed to be about my eventual trip to Mexico City. Funny how that's usually just a side note in random posts. I've been struggling a lot lately with even wanting to go or being okay with the fact that I am actually going. There's a lot of reasons that have contributed to these feelings. I won't bother whoever is reading this with those reasons. Everytime I pray about how I feel the answer always comes back "you have to choose to go, but you know you should" or something like that anyways. So I'm going. Some days I am actually exicted about what waits there for me, but its the average day that I just get extremely frustrated with it all.

There you have it that is why I never post about Mexico.